ahhhh so much emotions! lol yeah your right... im just a jerk that's the problem lolAhh young one... ignorance is bliss .
What you went through is about all the range of emotions one can go through after something like that... and I'm sure everyone experiences such a thing at least one in their life - I know I did . It's a bad thing to go through and do whatever it takes to get out of the aftermath... but wrong lesson learned.
Lose love is not something to overcome in order to be stronger... love is something that a person needs in their lives - it's the reason you felt the way you did right after your breakup.
If love is really that "something" that people need... what if those girls you were talking about were trying to find that "something" again in order to feel whole - in order to get out of the hole they are in ??? I may be that 1% that never go around the world to just make love... but trust me, the thing that got me out of the dark hole that I was in way back (more than ten years ago) was finally finding the one I was meant to be with for the rest of my life... she was truly the one who dug me out.
You can try to stay strong from what happened all you try, but the best cure for lost love is finding love once again.
...so love and be happy - just my two cents ~.....
Lol thanks man I appreciate it , I haven't given up yet.Nah, you got me wrong... you're not a jerk ! Truth be told, I'm glad that part of my life is over with - all of the young love uncertainties, etc. (now I can just sit and grow old with the ol' ball and chain I have now jk~). What I'm trying to say is there is a lot of learning to be learned at your age with the subject at hand... lots of learning, and you've just hit the tip of the iceberg . If done right, you could end up with the person you wholeheartedly love for the rest of your life !
...and it sounds like you had a pretty good start with that two year relationship... it didn't work out in the end but usually when something like that happens, it's for the better . So my advice - keep looking, but don't commit until you've found someone that you are totally obsessed about - can't stop thinking about, even for a minute... or as my wife would describe it, someone you feel totally comfortable around. When you've found that person, then go get her. Even if it takes years to find that person, keep looking but wait until you do - then you're guaranteed a long lasting relationship.
I bet you already know what I'm talking about since you've already gone through everything you have. Be patient... but, like I said earlier, go out and find love again !
Jerk??? Jeez >< ~.....