Bloodhay
Wannabie Member
So it's 2:38am..........I usually find myself nonchalantly contemplating my personal dilemmas. Like jobs and if I should take this job because it will put big amounts of money in my pocket quick but I know I will be depressed as lonely man repainting (just kidding) his room. You're the best Toast! Or to try and get my way into a lower paying job that is more personally rewarding(oh please let this work out). But instead I find myself getting all giddy over just peaking the 500 subscriber mark! Like all lives worries have been nuked by my happiness, although not a major achievement to many but a massive personal goal. Not only have I reached this but I have learned so much more about the motovlogging community and met even more amazing people. To gain 300 subs in under 30 days is tremendous and there is no way I could have done this with out the help of everyone who is on this website and I think this can be said for a lot of us! (yeah this may be a long post)
Things I struggled with and still do to an extent, is really figuring out my personality and how it works with my vlogging. Yeah this shit is deep folks, like outback lost hippie discovering yourself deep. When you can lock it down, that is your own style and personal flair your vlogs become more energetic and personal for viewers to watch, like they know you. My goal is to make it so if I met a subscriber it wouldn't feel awkward it would be as if they had been my friend for years, I know that this may not be possible with each and everyone, but hopefully so with other motovloggers this would be the case. When I go out and turn on the camera to try and vlog, which a lot of the time it seems to shut my brain off and leave me with no thoughts to talk about because "that topic would be stupid people would think I'm an idiot"....I think a lot of us struggle with that when starting out. But by not caring what other people think it has started to become easier to openly vlog with my own personality. Or when I head out and mid way through my day the camera dies, or I forget to turn on the recording! ARG this is extreme rage! Or some of use deal with the "yeah this is a great topic!........instantly turns negative and rant mode" (this can be good under certain stipulations with humour and such) Or just not having "Interesting" stories to tell. Not even sure why I am writing this stuff now LOL it has become more of a princesses diary than a YAY PERSONAL ACHIEVEMENT!!
So TL;DR I hit 500 subs. Everyone along the way has been awesome! It feels like personal growth and I'm excited to keep going! So much to learn!
Things I struggled with and still do to an extent, is really figuring out my personality and how it works with my vlogging. Yeah this shit is deep folks, like outback lost hippie discovering yourself deep. When you can lock it down, that is your own style and personal flair your vlogs become more energetic and personal for viewers to watch, like they know you. My goal is to make it so if I met a subscriber it wouldn't feel awkward it would be as if they had been my friend for years, I know that this may not be possible with each and everyone, but hopefully so with other motovloggers this would be the case. When I go out and turn on the camera to try and vlog, which a lot of the time it seems to shut my brain off and leave me with no thoughts to talk about because "that topic would be stupid people would think I'm an idiot"....I think a lot of us struggle with that when starting out. But by not caring what other people think it has started to become easier to openly vlog with my own personality. Or when I head out and mid way through my day the camera dies, or I forget to turn on the recording! ARG this is extreme rage! Or some of use deal with the "yeah this is a great topic!........instantly turns negative and rant mode" (this can be good under certain stipulations with humour and such) Or just not having "Interesting" stories to tell. Not even sure why I am writing this stuff now LOL it has become more of a princesses diary than a YAY PERSONAL ACHIEVEMENT!!
So TL;DR I hit 500 subs. Everyone along the way has been awesome! It feels like personal growth and I'm excited to keep going! So much to learn!
